Intertwined

To aimlessly stare at the ceiling, or to stare at the white wall across me for a hot minute... To disconnect or to deeply connect... To selectively socialize, or to lie flat for hours without a single thought in my pretty brain... these were a few ways of my "how to unwind"... No more I…

Expectations

Sometimes people's expectation of you may stray you from your true purpose and identity. In a spectrum of "should" and "be" you may lose yourself to your surroundings. Instagram: @learuzu

Those candles

Lighting up a candle to read a book, to write in a journal or to have a meal is a devine act of self-care. The feeling of detachment from the outer world whilst engaging in a rather intimate ritual is beyond words' expression. That specific headspace is so genuine and peaceful... Everything then feels so…

My silk dresses

The comfy yet feminine feels to my silk dresses is precious to me. So peaceful and devine. Everything feels superior in them. Instagram: @learuzu

A slow paced reader

Reading slowly and grasping the author's unspoken/ unwritten words and feelings in their work in a slow motion mode... To me, gives so much more depth and meaning to the work. It transcends the shape of words as scrabbles and the letters as symbols to something more significant to the sacred human soul and perception…

Home

Home can be a person, a place, a group of people or even a whole city. To each their own definition of the word, the feeling, the nostalgia behind the sense of the word. Home can mean different things to different people. There's no right or wrong perception of the word... It's totally personal, private…

L A Z Y

Can "lazy" give you so much room for contemplation, softness and slowing down? Or, can "lazy" be a burden, a prison and a draining darkness? I don't have an answer... I can't even make up one to satisfy you or me. "Lazy" means so many things. It can be a powerful tool as to recharge…

About abandoned blogs

I really enjoy digging deep into abandoned blogs... Blogs I wish their owners would update them and say hi again one day. I have a few of my favorites that I find comfort in reading their posts from time to time... blogs that age back to even a decade or so ago. I find it…

Therapeutic

Journaling and pouring my head out and mind down in a paper has been so therapeutic for me. It always helps me to find answers. For me, it's a sacred form of self-care. Writing about my life and daily activities makes me feel angelic and feminine. I love taking that time to myself to recollect…

Offline

Been a long time since I left words in here... But I've been thinking a lot about reviving this place. I never wanted it to be an abandoned forgotten rotten blog in the first place. However, I really enjoy the offline world, i don't want to run from my reality at all. In fact I…